JOEY'S

Numb

2011-10-24T22:56:00.003+08:00

I dont rmb myself being like that in the past.

I think I was a cheerful and happy girl. And until the worse relationship strikes on me. It affects me a lot along with competitiveness and confidence issues.

Upon graduation I felt real schemening sides of people and I dislike it.

I am devastated. I want to numb myself with everything and, I am in great loss.
I dont know how to describe this emotional devastation.

I need a break, I really need a break.

But no one fucking understands what the hell am i going through, am i feeling.

PATHETIC

2011-10-23T23:03:00.002+08:00

Ok I must say I am definitely not calm inside and need to RANT.

THE PATHETIC THING IS THAT I AM IN A HDSJAKHDSUHDUIEW MOOD.

Because of a kiddy relationship. DAMN IT. What must I say to let you know that YOU ARE ACTING LIKE A CHILD ? I wanted to say that very long ago. I have been tolerating your immature acts and thinkings.

BUT PLEASE EVERYONE HAS HIS OWN LIMITS. I am no toy for you to do your biddings and go with your calls of being this status or that.

Fancy of you always trying to correct me and "admonish" me. Take a look at yourself and look who are you to tell me this and that. AND IF YOU THINK YOU'VE GOT SO MUCH CHARM, that people want to do things to attract YOUR attention. Sorry to tell you , YOU DONT ACQUIRE ANY SORT OF ANY BEAUTY.

I am pissed off and I TRULY AM.
I am sick of your kiddy games. Go and play it with other kids.

JUST GO AWAY.

I'm trying so hard to restrain myself from using vulgarities . AKDSHAJK.

Growing up.

2011-10-23T00:02:00.003+08:00

I didn't know my presence was annoying to people. Am I reading too much? Or do they mean too much to me?

I started to think sacrifices I sacrificed for friends and I thought to myself which of my friends will do the same for me as I did for them? Well, perhaps just one or two among the quite-a-few. It seems difficult for me to priortize relationship with one guy, over friends. I treasure close friendships, not just comparing with relationships. I'm aware of it, and it always pisses my boyfriend so much.

I used to be capable of giving them as much time as possible, as long as I am really free, despite of tireness or not, need more time to study or not, hungry or not, travel to far places or not... ... just those small little things that usually irritate people I guess ? I don't know. I don't really know how to describe how much friends meant to me, just, a lot.

Until someday I realised that some friends are just not worth for me to sacrifice so much. Why am I giving in so much, doing so much, that they can't see ? I want to know that my efforts are appreciated, but no one ever tells me that. It could be I'm not giving enough for them to see how much they meant to me. It could be that they are just taking it for granted. I really don't know.

So I became a typical one who's not that "steady" every single time and learn to reject and end calls; conversations. Because they just treat someone like a real friend, when this girl who is that chio and sexy that everyone yearns for her, and with the bunch of bros. They won't see and appreciate the one who is true to them.

Where on earth are those friendships I felt so happy with? Which I can rely on? AM I EVEN SOMEONE TO YOU GUYS ?

In fact, what lead me to such thinking was just a simple action from my sister.

Disallowing me to sleep with her in her bedroom as she wrote a note there "I am sleeping alone today, will not unlock door." I feel as if I'm a pest to her.

Seems childish though. I've been sleeping there for few nights and if she didn't know which I think she does, this timid sister is in fear for some article and couldn't really get into sleep alone. Fearing. It is subsiding though. Everyone has their own fears, and I read some article that probably hit on mine. All I need is just a companion. It went to that extent, don't doubt.

Few days back she told me not to claim that our pet birds belong to mine as well because I made no effort cleaning up their cages for about a week as I've got no time. Usually we clean it together. She calls me irresponsible and said I don't own them, she does, with sarcasm. Nights after she told me repeatedly that the pet birds belong to her solely, she came back late and I did the job 'for her'. No I said nothing cuz it's such a small and negligable thing ok.

Sorry but the job 'for her' seems not appreciated and I strongly cannot feel it as I start to think more and more and more and deep and deep and deeper after accumulated actions of helping-yet-unappreciated for people.

Sometimes, those people even use this to scheme on you. I'm seriously tired of competitiveness with my cousin and at times, I feel like telling her straight to "Just stop comparing and being afraid of me beating you. Stop your sarcasm or what you call "compliments" when I already told you to. They are annoying."

I don't want to stuck at this immature stage and worry about all these.
Fear; competitiveness; appreciation; calculative; petty.

I don't want to sound as if I'm blaming people around me that cause me to be so... yuck. But there aren't other better reasons I can think of.

Or it could be I haven't grown up and am still immature.
Well just leave it as it is and SMILE .

When you just can't cope anymore.

2011-09-23T22:22:00.002+08:00

I was in great state of confusion.

It's been long when I last ranted things out. I have always believe that by keeping unhappy things to oneself, it will sooner or later fade it off itself. And yes, I did it, often, ever since I was young - as far as what I remember.

Who never been petty during his/her primary school days ?
Who never grown to be more mature and sensible during his/her secondary school days ?
To this stage now at a young age of 17, I'm beginning to see and experience scheming and shallow people, friends to come and go and relationship going haywire.

I began to doubt some people around and closest to me, for what they did were very questionable. In somewhere between trust and actions, I am too fragile to move on and choose which to believe. So I pushed it aside. I didn't want to be bothered by it; I find it pointless.

Thinking, "well, I'm not alone, my boyfriend is with me, I'll be just as happy." Big mistake. We broke up eventually and to me, it's a relief. I'm walking out of a pathetic relationship which we would forever be tangled with if it goes on. But it takes time to let go. I'm still.. trying.
It's OK, friends and that will do, I'll be there for him, he'll be there for me, just like good friends like we were initially. Of course, I felt free and I can do what I want. So OK, do what you want; eat what you like.

But wait, I need time to do what I want. That was a big realization that what I am doing right now, is just working as a temp staff for a month+, earning for expenses and after which, back to school, go back to calculate my accounts.

I've been wanting to have a small own design/makeover for my own bedroom since months ago.
I want to buy facial creams and a shrub.
I want to sleep at 10pm every day.
I want to read newspaper at 9am and drink a cup of milo at my house dinning area..
and it goes on, I don't know how many else, I can't list all them out.

It's not all about money, but time. My job is repetitive; mind-numbing and tiring, I feel stupid doing dead work. When it ends, either on my shag mode I go out with friends or I head to grandma's house for dinner, then home, clean cage, surf net, sleep after hours of toss and turn.
With the following lethargic-feel-like morning for I only had short hours of sleep.

When can I ever do things I myself want ?
There isn't any time.

As I switched on my comp so naturally, I chatted with friends.
Which then out of sudden, I dislike the way some of them judge me; talk to me, I never had problems about these before. I used to be alright with everything when it comes to "friends". But now, even friends don't understand me.

I don't have the logic-as-excuse to pushed all these aside anymore.

I feel suffocated and tired because no one understands me.
To the extent I stopped being the one listening to people's stories, I didnt know what to do, but I know I don't want to type, talk, listen to songs..

Flashbacks of many things went through my mind.
I'm not confident with my looks, and I want to be. But some close family members of mine seem to get me down with their light-hearted teasing and it lowered my self-confidence and esteem awfully which they are not aware of.

Where I learnt somewhere too, that humans are shallow and look on appearance before anything else. Regret later when they realised the reael ugly side within him/her.

I'm too, one who never excels better. I've been dragged into comparisons since young and I'm no "winner". I never wanted competitions. I don't want to discover more flaws of mine, I'm sick of them. Just stop critising; I pray hard.

True enough, I may always hear the bad things and remember them, but not the good ones. But what can I do about it ? I don't know.

I feel my life is restricted.

Curfew.
Insomnia.
Time.
Health.
Diet.
Confidence.

Hell, I will feel guilty if I eat too much. I must control or I may gain weight and become fat. Becuz my previous relationship tells me "Please do not be fat. 'Your legs are already relatively fat.'" So I restricted myself and it became to be in me. This is no good for you cant eat whatever you want, there is bound to be a limit line somewhere. But what contradicts me, is that I'm still underweight and I'm trying not to be average or I will feel myself, fat.

I don't know what's gotten into me that I can react so greatly and remember unpleasant stuffs so sudddenly. It's not something I want.

And it's eating me up.

I just need to learn.

I miss you.

2010-09-19T22:31:00.004+08:00

Where are you ?

The song,

2010-09-17T23:38:00.003+08:00

I remember how it became our favourite song.

But I guess it doesn't mean anything to you now.

MY BIG SURPRISE.

2010-09-06T23:32:00.003+08:00

Sigh, cuz I still have to attend lesson during this one week holiday.
Waking up thinking about what to study today. Had my bath and my dad gave me a big surprise !

Dad : "Eh the egg hatch liao leh !"
WHAT ?!!?!?! I told sis and ran down to see.

I saw half of the broken egg. And see none small baby birds, cuz beibei was incubating the baby bird i guess.
But when i went back after remedial lesson, OH MY...

HEHEEEEEEE.
SO CUTEEEEEEEEEEEE.

Splitting image of its parents, CUTE.

Oh my love.

Just updating !

2010-09-05T17:19:00.001+08:00

Oi oi oi oi oi oi oi oi oi oi oi oi oi oi oi oi oi oi oi oi oi oi oi oi oi oi.
Bb.

Few years down the road.

2010-08-21T22:16:00.003+08:00

Sometimes I wonder...

What will happen few years down the road?
Friends with us for years, in our secondary school life.

Friends I quarrel with,
Friends I play with,

We may contact for few weeks after graduation,
after the few weeks, we will start to "disappear" in each of our life.

Do we still call up each other for a simple lunch ?
Do we still call up each other for any outing ?

We may have so much so much fun now,
We may have a serious fight over certain things,
but I believe, few years later, we won't be as close ; we may forget the reason we quarreled ; we may already forgiven each other.

However, when we meet on the streets years later, will you call for me ? or rather, will I, myself, call for you ? We know ourselves that we are no longer furious with one another. But will you refuse to acknowledge me as your friend. And me, too, refuse to ?

Take for example, both of you are verrry close then- cry, play, laugh, high together. After graduation, the friendship drifted apart. And years later, I'm thinking if you will feel awkward to play like how you did then, will you still dare to cry in front of her ? Naturally get high with her... ... Acknowledge her in the streets.

For even a relationship, which already became a history, do you still remember how sweet both of you were ? Both of you made people envy with your perfect relationship, both of you were so close that you chose to be together with him. But when everything has ended, and few years later, will both of you say "hi" to each other when you met him in the streets ?

Thinking back of how fun and high both of us can be. Thinking back about the fights we had. We already forgotten about what happened in the past, yet we just pass by each other..

..just like strangers.

Is this the situation I will encounter few years later ?
I wonder.

yes just wondering. :D

OH MAPLE.

2010-08-19T21:45:00.002+08:00

People are addicted to you and i don't understand why.
We press on the same button every now and then to "level up", which is, to just plus 1 on a number which appears on the computer screen.

How meaningful is it to +1 and +1 and +1,
Do we feel happy by pressing the same button over and over again ?
How proud do we feel when we reach the highest level ?
Go around and announce that we reached the highest level,
So, what's next ?

People are willing to spend their hard-earned money for you.
Using real cash, to buy fake ones,
Using real cash, to increase the figure which appears on their computer screen.
The purpose ?

So that we can buy more items,
And then ?
We will be more powerful and it also increase our assets.
So ?
We can level up faster
After that ?
We can reach the highest level and we will get famous.
What's next ?
Famous and sense of achievement.
Following ?
Sense of achievement.
Next ?
Sense of achievement.
Then ?
Sense of achievement.
Afterward ?
Create a new account.
Then ?
.
.
.

.
.
.

Does it add meaning to your .......... life ?

People having major examinations addicted to games .
People who should be worrying for their examinations end up worrying for the money lost/used in the game.

Your fun, you pay your precious time, and your bills + "additional" money ?
Your fun, which is only staring at the screen on the character doing the same move again and again ?
Your fun, which is pressing the same button repeatedly ?
Your fun, which causes you to neglect someone you should care for ?
Your dream, to reach the highest level and then ?

People who dislike using their parents money.
Rather to save their money by eating something cheaper,
Not to ask for unnecessary items eg. electronic devices.

Yet ask parents for money,
for, maple.
Retarded .

What's with people today ?
Staring at the screen doing the same thing again and again, just like a robot.
Oh yes, and to pay for the fun they are having with their retarded moves.

Impressive.

Day 05 – A picture of your morning

2010-07-11T23:22:00.003+08:00

猪肉粥 !!!

I'll continue tml . LOL.

Day 04 – A picture of where you went today

2010-07-07T21:36:00.002+08:00

School !
Classroom !

But unfortunately, I cannot take a picture of this anymore.
Everything changed.

AHHHHHHHH.

2010-07-05T23:23:00.001+08:00

4-0 4-0 4-0

2010-07-04T20:58:00.002+08:00

Argentina is out.
Omg ~~.

Quite busy recently heh. So... short update.
Time to emo for ..... 4-0....................

My love.

2010-06-27T00:38:00.002+08:00

HOTCAKE MEAL !
Went to cp with sin.
Walked few rounds there and went back home TO SLEEP !
So the homework... definitely NOT done.

Whatever it is,
I want to eat Hokkien mee right now . (L) !

ORANGUTAN ; GNU

2010-06-22T03:39:00.002+08:00

Anyone of you ? Understand my drawings ? LOL.

I wanted to tell bron that the Orangutan was very sexy, but...

Joeyyyyy says:

LOL

monkey

o-rang-pu-tan

i dont know

think so

very sexy

LOL

Bronson. - says:

what u talking about

LOL

Joeyyyyy says:

OMG

you dont understand meh ?1

Bronson. - says:

Joeyyyyy says:

LOL

monkey

o-rang-pu-tan

i dont know

think so

very sexy

LOL

doenst make sense

LOL

Joeyyyyy says:

LOL

you know

orangputan ?

Bronson. - says:

what sia

LOL

orang putan?

Orangutan i know

LOL

what putan

Joeyyyyy says:

LOL

NOT PUTAN AH

LOL

Bronson. - says:

LOL?

u mean the monkey?

Joeyyyyy says:

LOL

Bronson. - says:

ORANGUTAN

LOL

Joeyyyyy says:

LOL

OMG

Bronson. - says:

WHY GOT P SIA

Joeyyyyy says:

OMGOMG

Bronson. - says:

WHAT PUTAN

LOL

LOLOLOL

PUTAN?

And...

Bronson. - says:

LOL

Its called Gnu

LOL

Joeyyyyy says:

OMG

Bronson. - says:

GUNU GUNU GUNU

WTF

LOL

Joeyyyyy says:

REALLY ?!

Bronson. - says:

YALA

LOL

GNU LA

LOL

Joeyyyyy says:

LOL

Bronson. - says:

LOL

OMG. So now I know,
~~Orangputan~~ ORANGUTAN
~~Gunu~~ GNU.
xD

BBQ !

2010-06-21T02:54:00.009+08:00

Went to Chinsin's Sister bbq few days ago. La and I walked a long distance to reach the bbq pit Omg, its was so tiring !
Alright,
AND SO !
PHOTOS ! :D

Shiok bo unglam :x

And we were the part-time chef for that day ! All food not cooked ! LOL.

I wasn't standing on the grass, I was jumping !

"Insects" was the only word to describe the playground.
We screamed like typical girls LOL.

And here comes jiao pose !

How sweet !
LOL.
OKAY BB ! :D More on fb HAHA.

Day 03 – A picture of what you did today

2010-06-20T00:35:00.001+08:00

HOMEWORK !

And fainting soon LOL.

People who dare to post, yet dare not admit . O_O

2010-06-19T01:09:00.002+08:00

I despise such people.

It had been 6 years, am I, doing it again ?
Will I get the same reply again ?

Toilet habits.

2010-06-17T01:33:00.002+08:00

Anyone of you have any toilet habits while you were in the toilet doing some business ?

Folding tissue,
Twisting it,
Tearing empty toilet rolls,
Crushing tissue,
Pull the towel,
Look around,
Swing your legs,
Sing,
Shout ... ...

Because I realised I do consist of some of the toilet habits listed above LOL.
We can do anything to kill boredom ! You can't expect me to face the wall and focus on shitting xD. Its like, AUTOMATIC ! xP !

OUTING ! :D

2010-06-15T00:21:00.003+08:00

With Teng Xiang and Dehan.

CITY Sqaure mall.
And... SEOUL GARDEN ! SHIOK BO. I saved my stomach for that okay. From ytd midnight, I resisted myself from eating maggi mee ! Oh my, well at least I got something nice in return HAHAHAHAHAHA.

TERRIYAKI HOSEH LA!

*Dehan getting food for xiang*
DH : ahh na na na.
*dropped the food accidentally*
DH : Ps ps.
*Dip the food into the soup*
DH : Na ! Wash already.

NICE ONE !

Alright then went to bowling and poooooooooooool.

I think I really suck in bowling LOL.

Pool is so much more better !

I had a chat with Chinsin...
and she told me...
"So many ants ! So I used vacuum cleaner to wipe them off !"

You mean..
THIS ?!

I really wonder if it works.

Day 02 – A picture of what you wore today

2010-06-13T02:17:00.003+08:00

I wentttttttttttt...
To lan, but didnt play HAHA. I watched Teng, Vincent, Yx and Wc. Omg I feel like vomiting can. ):

I...
Am lazy to post HAHA. SO CYA !

YOYOYOYOOYOOYOYO

Day 01 – A picture of yourself

2010-06-12T00:31:00.002+08:00

Short post because I'm lazy :D
To fareast ~.

IT WAS TCS WHO ASKED ME TO TRY ONE KAY . LOL.

I WANT TO SHOP MORE ~~~~~~~~ ):

And I want to forget about you.

I don't know what really happen, but I LOL-ed. xD

2010-06-10T23:19:00.004+08:00

AND I REJECTED POOL INVITATIONS
TWICE !
NO, TO BE EXACT
THRICE !

To study and play with Baobao & Beibei.
CAN YOU BELIEVE IT ?! NICE ONE JOEY ! (Y).

Oh my, I just read a blog post but , erm, I'm sorry because I just can't ... hmm ... resist myself from blogging it OMG.

I'll keep it short and sweet :D
One remarked on another one in her blog post. Another one sees her friend being "scolded" in the blog got angry. And this person said that (edited ; in summary) : "If you're not happy with her, tell her in front of her face and not blog it out, you're being a coward by doing this. She have her own choice to be with who. ... Serve you right for ... ... "

I .. think,
This person is contradicting :x

If this person wanted to comment that person on her .. whatever, saying that its that person revenge blah blah ~, isn't this person contradicting because : "If you're not happy with her, tell her in front of her face and not blog it out", that person also got her own choice to blog what she want what ~.

NO NO NO, I'm not unhappy with this person but I just find it funny alright. xD.
I'm just giving my views. OKAY.

Oh yea shopping tml ~ tml ~ tml ~~!!!

Saw this in Ann's blog.
The 30 day picture challenge:

Day 01 – A picture of yourself
Day 02 – A picture of what you wore today
Day 03 – A picture of what you did today
Day 04 – A picture of where you went today
Day 05 – A picture of your morning
Day 06 – A picture that inspires you
Day 07 – A picture that makes you cry
Day 08 – A picture of yourself
Day 09 – A picture of what you had for lunch
Day 10 – A picture of what you like to do
Day 11 – A picture of your favorite drink
Day 12 – A picture of your favorite food
Day 13 – A picture of your friends
Day 14 – A picture of your favorite teacher(s)
Day 15 – A picture of yourself
Day 16 – A picture of your dream cell phone
Day 17 – A picture of your mp3 player
Day 18 – A picture of your room
Day 19 – A picture of your favorite musical instrument(s)
Day 20 – A picture of where you want to honeymoon
Day 21 – A picture that makes you think of your loved one
Day 22 – A picture of yourself
Day 23 – A picture that describes your life
Day 24 – A picture of what you did today
Day 25 – A picture that you edited
Day 26 – A picture that makes you angry
Day 27 – A picture of you more than 10 years ago
Day 28 – A picture of what you wore today
Day 29 – A picture of yourself
Day 30 – A picture of you and your best friend

I'm TRYING THIS TML ONWARDS ! :D

TUESDAY

2010-06-08T23:20:00.002+08:00

I went to a English Workshop and YES !
IT WAS SO CHIM THAT I COULDN'T EVEN UNDERSTAND THE QUESTION WOW !

Oh my ~ ENGLISH ~ You're killing me T_T.

Bishan that day !

And pool today with Ben and Daryl !
After ENGLISH tuition HAHAHA. SONG BO.

OH YES.
ENGLISH TUITION :
Teacher : So what's your aim for English ?
Avis : Erm.. A2 ?
Teacher : Wow~ ?! So what are you going to do to achieve your target ?
Avis : Ermm... Lower.. My expectations ?
Teacher : O_O ?!

EVIL TENG :
TENGTENG(: says:
HAHA
NO!
eh
you press the abdomen of the red ants
WAH damn juicy
Joeyyyyy says:
WTF ?!
JUICY ?!
TENGTENG(: says:
yup
you try
Joeyyyyy says:
LOL
JUICY ?!
JUICY ?!
TENGTENG(: says:
you go press
Joeyyyyy says:
OMG
TENGTENG(: says:
YA!
Joeyyyyy says:
LOL
LOL
LOL
LOL
TENGTENG(: says:
alort of thing inside
Joeyyyyy says:
OMG JUICYYYYYYYYYYYYY ?!
TENGTENG(: says:
full of surprises!
Joeyyyyy says:
WTF
LOL
TENGTENG(: says:
you try!!
Joeyyyyy says:
NO I DARE NOT LOL
you got try before ?
TENGTENG(: says:
DUH
like so many times uh
Joeyyyyy says:
OMFG ?!
they died ?
TENGTENG(: says:
uh huh
Joeyyyyy says:
WTF !
ARENT YOU CRUEL ?!
TENGTENG(: says:
nope
they are meant for us to kil
Joeyyyyy says:
WTF EVIL !
TENGTENG(: says:
then you scared how?
haha
i help you press !
i protect you !

OMG THE EFFECT !
I LOVE B^4.
BABY BABY BABY BABY BABY BABY ~

Your business.

2010-06-07T23:12:00.003+08:00

OH MY MY ~

From city hall --> Suntec --> Bugis.
I ONLY BOUGHT ONE TOP ?!?!?!?! Two shorts ; eyelash +++++++~~~~~~~

Okay notttt in good mood now, I don't even know why the hell is it my fault again. LOL this is so stupid oh my ~

Anyway I love this effect :D

Your business, I Don't care.
Don't get me involved into it can liao k.

I THINK FAKERS ARE FUCKERS. _l_
All of the fakers got no brain. Fuck off man.

OMG I LOVE THIS EFFECT !!!

2010-06-07T00:52:00.001+08:00

Shopped with Stella.
TIRED ! Tml I promise I'll post :D .

OUTING ~.

2010-06-05T00:15:00.005+08:00

WHEEEEEPS.

Both of them were rushing me the moment my school ended. Bad girls ):.
WE EVENTUALLY WENT TO A HOTEL Woah. (tiko-)

Alright then decided not to go to the bbq ~
So slacked a while with la ~~~.

PICTURES ! :D

(MY FRINGE ?!?!?!?! ) Alright, That's all !
And I'm super tired after the looooooooooooong walk !
From here to there , there to here, OH finally home sweeeeet home :DDDD !

MY FRINGEEEEEEE

2010-06-04T00:19:00.003+08:00

I WANT MY FRINGE BACKKKKKKKKK T_T
I DON'T WANT BANGS.

[c=50][i]Chinsin [/i] [/c] Blahblahblah ;O says:
PEPPER LUNCK + POOL = BROKE AH ~
Joeyyyyy says:
CAN LA
+ SHOPPING = SHIOK AH
[c=50][i]Chinsin [/i] [/c] Blahblahblah ;O says:
YOU PAY = DOUBLE SHIOK-NESS AH.
Joeyyyyy says:
I PAY = DOUBLE SHIOKNESS = CRAZY ALREADY
[c=50][i]Chinsin [/i] [/c] Blahblahblah ;O says:
YOU PAY = DOUBLE SHIOK-NESS=CRAZY ALREADY=I HAPPY, YOU HAPPY *thumb up*?

YOU'RE CRAZY ZTCS . MUAHAHAHAHHAHA.

JOEY YOU'RE SUPER DUPER CLUMSY.

2010-05-31T23:55:00.003+08:00

Alright MT paper today - RE exam COME ON. LOL

Alright, I HAD MAC WHOLE DAY TODAY.
had Mac breakfast with Dehan, Yuxiang and Weichen this morning. Then had fillet o fish with Ginna, Karen and YanLin at ChongBoon after paper2.

Went back home, FELT SO LIFELESS OMG.
BUT HERE COMES THE HERO - TOH YU XIANG. Then played lan with WeiChen and Yuxiang, L4D-ed !

Wheeps after that we decided to have some sweet sweet bean curd . Yep ! I finished my bowl and as I was throwing the container, my Hp, which i was holding on the same hand, WENT INTO THE RUBBISH BIN ALONG WITH THE CONTAINER !

TOTALLY
W
T
H

They saw me standing there.
Wc : What happen ?
Joey : I dropped my Handphone into the rubbish bin leh.
Wc : HUH ?!

I told auntie that I dropped it but she said that she was TOO BUSY TO BOTHER ABOUT IT . @*&(!*^@!$^!! No choice, I have to dig it out myself. LOL. So there, my hand, searching and touching all sort of ewwwwwwrrrrrrrr stuffs inside the rubbish bin.. Until Weichen helped by opening the "case" which allow me to see and pick up my phone which is like deeeeeeeeeeeeeep inside.

And guess what, I picked it up.. and there were still one, two ,three ... drops of bean curb/ soya bean sliding off and dropping from the side of my phone..

JOEY, YU XIANG, WEICHEN :
Y
U
C
K
!!!

No tissue !
Weichen offer me some flyers to wipe off those &!(*@^!$!&^@!#^! sticky and disgusting stuffs.

I'm so glad Grandma got wet tissue, after i got back i immediately clean clean clean ~ . AND YES FINALLY, IT SMELLS GREAT !

YOU MEAN...

2010-05-31T15:15:00.003+08:00

CHINESE O LVL ?!?!?!?!

HUH ?!?!

THIS ?!?!

Obviously, I'm dead.
OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG.
PAPER ONE WAS LIKE WTH WTH WTH WTH ?!?!?!?!?!

2010-05-30T22:56:00.002+08:00

CHINESE ?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!

I
AM
NOT
PREPARED
AND
NOT
READY
TO
BE
PREPARED.

SAVE MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

Can somebody just, SAVE ME ?!?!?!?!?! MY GOD, THE As ARE GONEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

FEW PIECES OF PAPER.

2010-05-27T23:49:00.002+08:00

He/She is just so cool.

Alright DEHAN. LOL.
I was playing a prank on him by placing some pieces of paper on his hair,
AND HE DIDN'T REALISE THAT I DID.

The worse is that he even allow his head to LIE DOWN on my desk ( i was sitting behind him ), GIVING ME A BETTER VIEW OF HIS HAIRRRRRRRR. LOL

If you can see, Junwei was trying very hard not to laugh. LOL.

Pieces of paper can make us so happy.
Thank you DEHAN.

THE LOVELY PICTURE.

2010-05-27T22:43:00.005+08:00

YES I CAPTURE THIS PICTURE WHILE I WAS SNEEZING
OMGGGGGGGGGGGGG.

Why do people close their eyes while they are sneezing ? I don't know.

Right, RESULTS ?
I'm satisfied ! Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~

But, MT O LVL IS JUST 3 DAYS LATER WHAT THE HELL ?!
I'm definitely NOT ready alright, certainly READY for the activities after the examination HAHAHAAHHAHA.

You'll just have to enjoy and play after the exam LOL. And then back to study -.-, because its after all, not the major papers that you're done with. NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO. I wouldn't want to remind myself of this but THIS IS THE REALITY.

Primary students say OMG ITS PSLE WHAT THE ?!?!?!?!
Secondary students say PSLE no kick ! ITS THE FREAKING O LEVEL.
Poly students say O Level is nothing. ...( I don't know cause I haven reach that stage) Heh. :D

OH !

2010-05-27T00:08:00.000+08:00

Strange feeling.

2010-05-25T22:47:00.002+08:00

Something I brought upon myself.

2010-05-24T23:28:00.003+08:00

What more can I say ?
The more I try to explain, the more you guys misunderstand me.

Who am I to you ? A friend, or a friend's gf ?
If you people treat me like a friend, why is it that you judge my character and my personality by the stories you heard for me as a gf ?

I treat people like how they treat me. I may fail as a gf, doesn't mean I fail as a friend isn't it ? You people might heard stories of how i "mistreat" my bf, but that was me as a gf NOT A FRIEND. How can you people judge me by these ?

THIS ISN'T RIGHT. If I am a friend's gf to you, then fine, you may gossip about me, hate me and +++. But if I'm not, please, please THINK. I treat you people like how I treat my bf ? NO. I ADMIT, I SUCK BEING A GF, BUT, honestly, I don't think I suck as a friend .

You people are being unfair. For judging me for me being a gf, not a friend. But am I a friend to you ?

Now, you people, and you, won. I got nothing else to say, neither clarify.

If I had a chance to rewind, I'd rather not to start this.
No more emo post please Joey.

I DON'T CARE

2010-05-24T00:26:00.003+08:00

Whether is it an impulsive choice,
Whether is it a wrong choice,

I know it might be, a very big possibility,
Whatsoever, I think I wouldn't be bothered for now.

Can I live by my own ? I don't know.
But I know I can survive .

MY FRINGE.

2010-05-24T00:01:00.003+08:00

I WENT TO LAN WITH MY FRINGE CLIPPED UP. O-M-G.
O____________O ?!!?!!??!!!?!

When can my fringe ever growwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww longer man.
Because I definitely look suck without my fringe la. I then realised the importance of HAIR. It is very very important, for external beauty ! LOL.

我友说：“有缘的话，就不用怕，自然会相见。无缘的话，不管怎样，都还一样，不会改变。”

REGRET

2010-05-22T14:08:00.004+08:00

Cutting my fringe myself.

Readers, don't ever do this man, you'll end up regretting. Now wherever I go, I clip up my fringe, AND LOOK LIKE DONT KNOW WHAT PLEASE. T_T.

Who can recommend me any magic potion to undo the cutting ?

Fuck you.

2010-05-19T22:51:00.002+08:00

I don't feel happy.

Agony

2010-05-18T23:29:00.002+08:00

Impression, isnt by what had I done to him,
Why is it that all of you seem to be "influenced" because of my doings to him ?

For these, you guys had an impression that I'm a bad girl, unreasonable, whatever. Yes, all of you said that I'm paranoid and being very unreasonable. Anyone ever thought of why ? I always remind myself of his doings, his.. betrayal ? Because I felt being deceived. You guys don't know the whole story, don't know about how hurtful his doings can be,

and yet, having gone through these, I still have to face up to you guys, who doesn't know the whole story and judge me by his sayings.

The fact is ; The 3 months, yes we broke up , but our relations was still like normal couple, he was devoted, he called me every night, sms me everyday. Behind my back, he's flirting with other girls. And stead with one of them after breaking for one month+ ? He was also flirting another girl, sms her like dont know what ~, and brought this girl home, twice, both were in the room and he hugged her (whether is it intentionally, I'm not too sure ). Its not that I never ask him about this before ( after we patched ), but he lied to me.

He merely denied everything. Some of you may say that he's afraid to admit because he don't want us to quarrel, or misunderstanding or he's afraid to hurt me. So, why was he doing this in the first place ? This was something I cannot accept. Once bitten twice shy, that's why I'm so paranoid now. If you guys were to put yourself into my shoes, can you imagine how hurtful was that ? Can you feel how I felt ? "Devoted", behind my back doing all sort of stuffs I can never expect him to ?

What's more, I have to face to the reputation and impression you guys had on me. It was obviously to the negative, yes I am paranoid, but have you ever asked yourself why ? Why is it that I'm the one being hurt then, was the one being, to you guys, "unreasonable and paranoid" ?

No I'm not trying to pick a fight here ys, its just that, I think I can't live up to the impression they had on me already. I guess it might take some time for me to forget about this.

It was far too much.

MY LAST MID YEAR.

2010-05-16T23:41:00.005+08:00

MY LAST MID-YEAR EXAMINATION.

SAY GOODBYE.

But I guess I will miss you one day ):.

Alright, so.. ITS TIME TO PLAY. (Awww please don't remind me of O lvl)
I WENT TO POOL RIGHT AFTER THE LAST PAPER HAHAHAHA.

And ended up paying $11 each. WTH. I'm certain MingYang got a shock.
NOW GOOD. After paying $11, me and ys left nothing but $0 to eat ! Cool uh. Oh thanks to FLASHPAY ! I bought some food from Old Chang Kee. HEHE.

Sat,
I still don't understand WHY THE HELL AM I ATTENDING TUITION LESSONS. T_T

And who can tell me how long has it been ever since I last skate-d ?

It was definitely a FINALLY that i skate ! and not falling down LOL!

Night went out and had SUPPER ! :D

Hokkien mee.

Satay !

Chicken wings !

Am I going to be pui pui at this rate ?

ITS OKAY. Its to late to think about all these HAHA.

SEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE YOU !
Why am I changing ? It wasn't my intention to.

CHEMISTRY ?!

2010-05-08T13:26:00.004+08:00

CHEMISTRY ?!

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.
Its coming on next monday. JUST TWO DAYS LATER.
I left one day to study and i haven touch on any topic/chapter YET ?!

This is like, HELL.

SAVE MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

So, why am I still blogging?
Study... ~

Retard sister

2010-05-07T18:28:00.002+08:00

ITS BEEN SO LONG EVER SINCE I LAST UPDATED MY BLOGGGGG !!!!!!!!!!!

OUTING .

2010-04-11T23:33:00.005+08:00

OUTING .

Woah here to blog again.

SO ! I russssssssssssssssssssshed to ave 8 to meet la+. OH YEA AND ITS 3+pm WTH ?!!. And then we went to marina square !

Had JustAcia, and omg we had a hard time finding where is it.
And ta da !

I had soft shell crab cuz i was already super full so i decide to eat side dish only.

Dine had spagetti.

La and sin had dont know what rice, but they started eating before we take any pictures, therefore the picture too cui already that i dont want post it here LOL.

So after that, we went to watch Clash Of The Titans !
It reminded me of dota you know LOL.

We then went to ... IDK WHERE !

I assume this is the sg river? ya i think so. xD

LUCKY AH-

Stella told me last bus was 12+pm BUT IT WAS 11.30pm, heng ah manage to aboard it.

Okay that's all !

CYAAAAAAAAAAA.

CYAAAAAAAAAAA !

SO MUCH THINGS TO RANT ABOUT !

2010-04-08T22:43:00.009+08:00

SO MUCH THINGS TO RANT ABOUT.

FIRSTLY.
IRRESPONSIBLE PET OWNERS.

People, should you own a pet, PLEASE be RESPONSIBLE. Be it cats or dogs or whatever la. Frankly speaking, I don't bother about poos landing all over on the floor of your house, BUT AT LEAST, IF, IF, IF your pet dog happen to do its business in public places, be it roadside, park, garden etc. DO do something about it.

You can kindly take out one plastic bag from your cute little bag and use it to wrap the poo allowing it to be IN the plastic bag and then throw it away in a rubbish bin !

Like this,
First,

Second,

Third,

And Lastly,

AS SIMPLE AS THAT !

WHAT ON EARTH IS WRONG WITH YOU IRRESPONSIBLE PET OWNERS ?!!
If you are wondering why am I so angry over them, it is because,

On Saturday morning, as i alighted from my dad's motor car,
Immediately the next second,

I

STEPPED

ON

A

DOG'S

POO
.

So please, pet owners,
BE RESPONSIBLE FOR YOUR PET'S DOINGS. We want a lovely environment, and not poo poo here, poo there, okay . (:

Alright stop here for now.
CYA PEOPLE ! :D

CONFIDENCE

2010-03-27T23:56:00.003+08:00

CONFIDENCE.

Self confidence is one thing,
Over-confident is another.

Sometimes people are lack of self confidence,
But sometimes, people are being over confident.

We all need to be confident - able to speak up for ourselves, initiate to offer help to others, to interact with others, to speak up more too. And confidence, to me, are mostly from how you look at yourself base on, appearance.

Lets say X see himself as, ugly ? We all know "inner beauty, inner beauty", but how many people will really look at their own "inner beauty" ? At all times, when you see yourself as not nice in terms of appearance, you start to find yourself imperfect, and then gradually lose confidence in yourself. Then you will start to stay away from people, especially from the opposite sex. Too, not starting to dress yourself up, eg.clothing / make up ?

Wouldn't even care about how to protect your skin, how to match your top and bottom, lazy to learn about these, whole day lie on the sofa eating chips keeping yourself at home so that you can avoid from seeing people outside. - "What for ? Since I'm already ugly". Now, its really "ugly", 因为世界上只有懒女人,没有丑女人. x)

On the other hand, if someone see herself as PRETTY. She speak up more for herself, learn to be sociable. She have the confidence in herself and she interacts with others.

BUT, sometimes, people think that they are almost perfect, they are the best, they know almost everything, they start to "teach people a lesson" whenever they see anyone doing anything not right to them. They start to preach, finding themselves cool.

HOWEVER,

EVEN IF consisting of the looks, the intelligence, but definitely do not have the right to affront someone whom to you, is "ugly" or no better than you. By attacking on his/her dignity, you are actually showing others how boastful can you be, thinking you're the best of all ? Sometimes, do try to be humble.

BEFORE speaking something that stinks out of your mouth, think about yourself, indeed, some people are not comparable to you, but there ARE people who think you are not comparable to them, no one is perfect, no one is the best, everyone of us has different views. Sometimes some people do look nice, pretty, beautiful, attractive, yet they do not consist of good personality.

Sometimes some people know that they have confidence,
and they know having confidence in themselves is a good thing.

Haven't they realise that it was over-confidence ?

I HAD A DREAM

2010-03-17T13:24:00.003+08:00

Baobao & beibei

I HAD A DREAM

... ... Dad Mum Ann and I went to malaysia to shop ! We went to several shops and bought quite a number of stuffs, after shopping, we went home by car. As we were in the car, I had a glance out of the window and i notice one man, dead, with several "chopped-off-legs" beside him, of course, with fresh blood.

I don't know why, strangely we landed in Sg and rush to the MRT station. We went into the train and avis was in the scene as well (she just.. popped out like that ! LOL). And guess what? In the train, WE HAD BAOBAO AND BEIBEI WITH US ! The train reached the station where we all are suppose to alight. Then Dad said something : "You all dont want alight, your problem liao ah."

Dad and Mum(I guess) Alighted. Avis ann and I, were left in the train. Ann and avis simply had a plan of alighting at the next stop to meet dad and mum. The scene changed to a bus, then back to MRT train again . Then i told avis : "Really I did saw the man dead with legs beside him !" Then the train past by the place where the corspe is and I told avis : "THERE THERE !!" Avis saw and .. (I forgot xD).

The train reached the next station and avis and ann alighted, I was busy taking care of baobao and beibei. They tried to pull me out of the train but I didn't bother about that and Avis shouted to me : "Lets meet at the next station!". I agreed.

It reached the station already and I dont know why didnt I alight. So, we said to meet at the next station. I alighted at the next station. I shouted to the one operating the train : "I'll get them(referring to Baobao&Beibei) at the last station. Remember to leave the windows and doors open so that they got air !". The person nod his head and I reminded him again: " REMEMBER AH !", he gave me an OK hand sign.

I met avis and ann and we rushed to the last station and the next second, we reached. The guy really left the doors open and we went into the train, there are people surrounding Baobao and Beibei and we were very delighted to know that they are still there. We went to have a closer look on Baobao and Beibei. Then the words in red appeared in front of Baobao, it says : " Baobao only got 6 more months to live."

I turned my head to my sis, she said: "She's already old when we bought her...".

Then Yeesiang called me and woke me up.

BUT, dreams are opposite from reality right, so Baobao is still very very young and long live baobao ! :D

Love Baobao & Beibei :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JESSLIN !

2010-03-07T21:53:00.008+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JESSLIN !

SO WE WENT TO...

SENTOSA ! :D At first was soooo excited to go underwater world cuz its been ages even since I last went there man. BUT, at last, only yilin yanjie jesslin++ went, some of them stay outside and wait for them.

And I, was one of them, okay okay okay, lets not talk about it.
So .. we saw peacocks !

Papa/Mama peacock.

With baby peacock !

= the peacock family ! LOL

Well so just somewhere around there,
there's one stall to make tattoos.

Trying to act cute,
We went to..

Joey

And not forgetting our tau eh,

Woah, SEE KHOON!

.. AND THESE ARE OBVIOUSLY..

FAKE TATTOOS! xD

Alright when they came out of the underwater world,

We went to the siloso beach !

Tour guide Yilin brought us there.

TADA !

"Played" beach soccer,

and mainly was on the game "monkey".

Pretty fun ! :D

And we played until it was quite dark, that's when we stop playing xD

and..

Two macho guys wanted to show off their figure..

So, TADA !

"cake" till 很辛苦hor ? XD

Tau eh wants to show off his tattoo.

So let him show off lor ! :D Just joking xD

Pai kia leh . tsk tsk.

Then went to had dinner at Vivo.

Failed.

PASS !

AND TADA !

Here's the Birthday cake ! FOR JESSLIN !

Trying very hard to light up the candles.

But it was very windy so they only managed to light up one or two and Jess has to quickly blow it off after wishing upon her candles !

Cut cake ah cut.

Okay group photos ! :D

Not forgetting to wish Jesslin a

HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY ! :D

HI.

2010-02-26T22:31:00.002+08:00

Hi. Random picture xD.

I hate people hidings things from me ):
So why did you.. ):

BUT, its okay its over ! :D
原来坐下来聊聊，感觉还真棒！ We have made a promise xD !
Don't lie to me anymore :)

ALL THANKS TO JONATHAN CHAN! :D
XIE LE !

在哪里。。

2010-02-23T01:19:00.003+08:00

讲电话的意义，
流泪的意义，
说对不起的意义。。

都，在哪里？

JEALOUSY.

2010-02-21T23:53:00.006+08:00

No matter how how how how how how,

Kindhearted you are,
Considerate you are,
Thoughtful you are,
Caring you are,
Understanding you are,
Nice you are,
Compassionate you are,
Generous you are,
Benevolent you are,
Open-minded you are,
Tolerant you are,

JEALOUSY KILLS IT ALL.

I regretted not telling everything to all of you guys.
And now you guys got the bad impression of me, because he said , he said what he said ?
.
.
.
Happy 14th anni (:

MY SISTER ANN

2010-02-18T21:43:00.002+08:00

Out of jealousy , bully her cute sister.

HAIZ. Bo bian la.

EVEN BROWN KITTY SEE YOU BUAY SONG ! xD

BORED ?

2010-02-16T02:12:00.006+08:00

BORED ?
ZI LIAN QU BA !
LOL

Night movie with family again !
This time round all 8 grandchildren ! Cool uh ! :D
Okay happy new year,
Cya people ! :D

CNY + VALENTINE'S ?

2010-02-15T00:49:00.005+08:00

So its, CHINESE NEW YEAR AGAIN ! :D

Wishes ? Resolutions ?
- I want my family to be happy and healthy forever (: ( A MUST A MUST A MUST ! xD ) .

And I dont want to cry for guys anymore,
I want , to forget everything about him ! :D
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR ! :D

YESTERDAY - CHINESE NEW YEAR EVE.
Before going to Grandma house for reunion dinner..

When we got there,

The adults were preparing for the reunion dinner.

Time for reunion dinner !

JIAK AH JIAK AH.

Shiok booooooo~~~~~~

And,

like always, he never fails to play xbox whenever Adon is around.

For yearssss~ NOT SIAN ONE MEH ?! xD

It seems like we have gone back to old days.. :)

After which, dad mum ann don and me went to watch midnight movie ! :D

Love it ! :D

TODAY, CHINESE NEW YEAR ! :D

Lets get our hands on with,

TATTOOS !

Aiya fake one la, temporary tattoos xD.

Well maybe I'm starting to accept FAKE spiders. LOL.

Went to visit our mother side relatives, okay.. its almost the same every year la. Angpow, happy new year happy new year, bb. Ann and me took cab back to Hougang Ah ma house after hours of boredom :x.

Aiya at least got visit, better than not going right xD.

Alright,

Happy chinese new year and valentine's people ! :D

I know you're just next to us right ah gong? (:

阿公，你时时刻刻都在我们的身旁对吗？

阿公，我们会好好照顾阿妈，别担心。

我们都非常的爱你哦！-陈慧莹。Joey.

School again ! :D

2010-02-12T22:39:00.004+08:00

P.E
Guess what ! We, the girls played a game, its kinda lame but its quite fun ?
Well the game goes like..

Few girls(be it in pairs or what) standing on the border as "security guards", and the remaining girls who were in the zone, are suppose to be "students" trying to escape from the school (which is the zone set up by cher la). So the security guards are suppose to ?

Prevent them from escaping la.

BUT,

We realised that two gays are joining us. They hooked their hands together as what cher set the rule as.
And so, its like, WEIRD - Sight of JunWei and YuXiang hooking their hands together.

And very weird for me to hook a girl's hand as well. LOL.

TODAY
CNY CELEBRATION
VALENTINE'S !

Mysterious person gave us chocolate xD
Well it was delicious ! And I thank you for that :D How sweet of you (:

So I took some pictures of it ! :D

OKAY, for some people who thinks its sort of dirty,
Well I have NO intention of telling you guys the message, I just merely put it on top of it for fun T_T.

lastly,

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR
HAPPY VALENTINE'S !
With me and my Jolin's hairstyleeeee ! xD

School.

2010-02-11T21:55:00.002+08:00

Well pictures ..

Its okay because LiJun is in her unglam too. HEHE xD.
And I HATE the hole .. somewhere beside my fringe.

Oh LiMin told me to blog this. Maybe she's too love with Ginna, that's why. (:

Oh yes Happy Birthday Ginna. (Belated xD)

Bb I'm Joey.

Again, "friends".

2010-02-08T21:38:00.005+08:00

He appears to be so close to you.

He said you are his goooooodfriend.

He said he will not forget you in his life.

He said he cherish you like how you cherish him too.

He said he loves you.

The lies he said, were because of his another friend, who wanted to observe you ; who were you talking to, who were you laughing with, and who were you messaging with. Where he took your hp, and peek on those messages, then, "report" to his "boss" ... ...

So this guy whom, you trust and cherish, now give me a feeling that he send those msges, said those words to you, and the fact that you are so easily fooled by him, thinking that you must not lose this great friend no matter what-were for the sake of his friend, who you had a relationship with him.

I'm certain the guy shared some stories with all of you, but please, if you ( his friends ) are reading this post, please , think about it.

When you guys had heard, is his side of story, and if I was telling about the "story" on my perception, its my side of story. Where's the right side ? Its for you guys to judge, but dont, dont just listen to every single thing he said, think about it, before calling people names behind her back, comment her character and so on. Because.. the feeling.. is not nice at all.

Which then I realised, after few incidents, that no friends can be trusted, at all. I thank you for letting me to grow up, to have a clearer vision of what this world is made up of.

OUTINGS.

2010-02-06T22:27:00.010+08:00

Okay this is definitely in school. When I saw SeeKhoon playing, I went to witness how he got pwned, by a sec1 boy.

This is Aloy, seems so pro eh ? Yes here pua stunt there pua stunt.

But..

Okay good try !

Sec1 boy still pwn you xD. (alright I'm not as good in table tennis as well.)

YTD
Went out with

Ys, Yj, My, Jw, Anthony, Ed, Gary, Wc, Poh mun, Jess, Yi lin and Dehan.

TO CELEBRATE DEEEEEEEEE HAN'S B'DAY ! :D

Formal.

NG MINGYANG !

Jun wei got a cute face anyway.

Informal.

Anyway tell me the diff between the Formal one and the Informal one.

Its just, Smiling and not smiling..

Alright,

We went bugis after meeting at Mall. OH WE POOLED ! YAY

We reached there when its already quite late. So, shop & eat, we have to sacrifice one of them. We forsake "eat" and they went shopping, well guys' paradise and girls' hell.

Girls have to wait outside while the guys are inside those shops browsing (You know, we girls always wanted to shop for their clothes instead of choosing for others xD.)

Nothing much, its just that we had Thai Express for dinner (yay !). And that some guys being irresponsible, changing their decision of having dinner in ThaiExpress despite of us who already told the person who served us that, there will be 13 ppl having the meal.

You tell me is host dc, all dc, or they treat it as they dc, host remake ? (god I'm talking like a dotard). ):

Mrt-ed home !

Edward.

I wonder what's with Ys's retarded face. xD

Oh you're still caught, Anthony xD.

Pohmun ! Waving to us. Oh well this photo is an unglam, so dont ask me why is that thing covering. At least I allow you to see her beautiful eyes ! :DDDD

TODAY

Went pool with Jon.

I must say his jump ball skill = IMBA.

at least least least least got 7 times, and guess what, Jump over black ball, white ball went in. errrr.. Oh well but his skill not bad la :D

almost spent the whole day with him , becuz we pooled for 3 hours and had dinner with him, jian kuo and wei jun.

We met jian kuo, marcus's sister and wei jun there, played with marcus's sister too. Well lost, at least I wasnt pwn, we were fighting for the black ball can ! xD.

KFC-ed !

When wei jun laughs, He made me thought of

Him.

MY GOD, HE SMILES EXACTLY LIKE HOW MING YANG DID !

Kua simi kua :@ !

Like brothers right ! :D

After which went "star gazing" with jian kuo. I must say the stars are really very beautiful, sparkling in the dark blue sky. (Y) !

Not forgetting the photo which I had took few days ago-

BROWN KITTY. You cannot deny that she's cute. :D

well well,

HAPPY B'DAY DEHAN ! (belated xD)

Best wishes from Joey k. :D

Dont judge a book by its cover.

2010-01-29T22:21:00.006+08:00

Just because they are ~~CUTE~~,

DOESNT MEAN THEY ARE GOOD.

I really dont know why, the 2nd girl- AH PING LIANG BING, JUST LOVE TO EXPOSE MY BUANG PICTURES.

K, No pic no talk.
-

"

I'm sorry Joey. "

_l_ You will get it one day from me (:.

On top of that.

Both of them just LOVE to torture me.

That day after I got "tortured" by her, I slept in this manner, afraid that she might hurt me again..

True enough, She did. ):

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MY SISTER AN AN-

Even taught others "How To Disturb Your Sister"

Do you have a little sister?
If yes, proceed to read on.

If no, you can also read on.

Do you find your little sister irritating?
If yes, proceed to read on.

If no, you can also read on.

This is a complete guide to How to Disturb Your Little Sister in 5 simple
steps.Follow these steps and your irritating sister will become a timid pussy
cat!Goodluck.
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From-"HOW TO DISTURB YOUR SISTER" http://annrants.blogspot.com

Being older does not give you the right to bully !! 老虎不发挥，把我当病猫？！xD

I just got bitten by Black-white kitty. Ow ):.

I see.

2010-01-22T22:10:00.006+08:00

When you care for someone, they ignore.
When you try to help, they find you irritating.
When you give in, his/her friends feel that you're a boot licker.

People,
I help because I really want to, with sincere.
I care because I want to tell you that you're someone to me.
I give in because I dont wish to continue with the arguement.

I dont get it. Is this, wrong ?
And after getting something I dont deserve after offering those help to people, I start to ignore and show lesser and lesser concern to my "friends" . And now when i think about it, they ignore- is it because they have been hurt by someone , too ?

Today, I realised that,

there's no one whom I can pour my sorrows to.

I'm giving a broad smile,
I'm crying inside my heart.

2010-01-20T00:38:00.001+08:00

He failed to accompany,
But he never failed to call.

I had a bad day.

2010-01-17T21:43:00.002+08:00

Why ?

I woke up at 12+ and prepare to go for tuition.
Wanted to copy notes from Avis cuz i missed the previous lesson as I was ill.

Alright. So 1pm, i went to take bus 88 as the tuition starts at 1.45 pm! So I see, impossible to copy notes liao, its okay ! I'm heading to river vale mall, and I was thinking about the week before last week - avis told me "rmb ah, take the bus not going/going towards amk hub hor !" So I thought "Okay it should be the way going towards amk hub".

So as I rush, the bus came , ah ha just nice ! - I thought it was my lucky day ! I aboard bus 88 and I saw Givan in the bus too ! later on, I was thinking - why is the bus taking so long to reach river vale plaza? I knew that there must be something wrong.

Called avis.
Joey : Eh i ask you ah, I should be taking the bus going the way towards amk hub, or not ?
Avis : wait ah i ask.
*please dont, dont..*
Avis talking to ??? : Not the way towards ah ?
Avis : You should be taking the bus NOT going the way towards amk hub.
Joey : You sure not ?!! *The bus was already in amk."
Avis : wait i ask again.
*Omg no please..*
Avis : Ya sure.
Joey : So how, i at amk liao.
Avis : huh?! Where you.
Joey : In bus 88, i took the bus to the wrong route.
Avis : You gg ah. Faster alight ~!
Joey : Orh.

So I alighted.

Joey : So now I have to go back ah.
Avis : Ya la. you got two choices.
Joey : What ?
Avis : One you take bus, two you take taxi.
Joey : I NO $$$.
Avis : Gg. Ti gong po pi kay.
Joey : orh. ):

And I took bus from the opposite side. When I saw the word "sengkang", I was very alert to make sure I dont alight at the wrong stop. The bus journey got longer and longer, it then passes through a road where I got no impression of it at all. DAMN - I called avis again,

"Huh you at rivermall there is it ?!"
"I think so."

"GG."

THEN I alight again, went to the opposite bus stop and waited for bus 88. Few mins later I realised the bus stop was on construction. ZZZ. So i walked for minutes ~~~ and then reached another bus stop, was on construction as well, exactly the same set up for the previous bus stop, but it says there "ALIGHTING STOP" - WHICH MEANS I COULD HAVE WAITED FOR THE BUS AT THE PREVIOUS BUS STOP AS WELL !

Oh well fine, so I guess the bus will take a long time, and so, i walked towards another bus stop, just nice ,88. After alighting, I asked a couple if they know where is river vale plaza.

"there~"
I turned back and I saw river vale plaza. ZZZZZZZZZ.
So i alight at the next stop, then walked to river vale plaza. I decided not to attend this week's tuition becuz 45 mins later and the lesson end. So I went to mac and had my lunch, revised some work too.

Then my mum called me, nag and nag and scold,she said that the teacher called her and asked her why didn't I attend to lesson this week.

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Cause I had a bad day. T_T !

SCHOOL

2010-01-05T17:07:00.003+08:00

FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL !

Oh air con liao finally.
BUT,
when there's air con,
there's stress. ):

Its time for us to.. CHIONG CHIONG CHIONG.

Alright was very very very sleepy nowadays, yet cant get into sleep at night. Something.. bothers me.

Oh well, I need sleeping pills. Bye bye !

STUDY.

2010-01-03T21:56:00.003+08:00

My sleep ~~~
Was destroyed by my mother when she suddenly dash into my room and scream and shout and dont know what.

Shout till I buay ta han must wake up.
And besides asking me to "WAKE UP LIAO WAKE UP LIAO !"
Too, she asked me to register for,

Tuition.

So Joey got to wake up and prepare to go to Rivervale mall to register for,
physics tuition.

There, started class immediately,
where Yanting and Avis LOL-ed over my "I want to find the turtle-resistance" ( It suppose to be total, I just happen to pronouce it wrongly) T_T, and they kept laughin and laughin T_T_T_T_T.

FINALLY CLASS ENDED. :D

Two pretty girls, Avis and Joey headed back to Joey's house,
While walking, they saw one Auntie having difficulties trying to move one cabinet, so they gave FOUR helping hands !
After which, ran through the rain and fed black white kitty !
We did TWO good deeds ! LOL !

PRETTY GIRLS WERE DRENCHED !
I know you gonna say we are not pretty T_T ,
Its okay I was jokin all along ! xD

HAD HOKKIEN MEE AS DINNER ! Woah i miss it :D

Got back home with, homeworks lying on my table ~

Everyone knows that I'm not that hardworking,
so you know what,

I GIVE UP.

Happy new year ! :D

2010-01-01T16:00:00.006+08:00

Last 3 days, - Last year

Let the pictures do the speakin bcuz i'm really very tired :D

AH DON'S BDAY !

See

Blow

Cut

: HAPPY BIRTHDAY !

COUNTDOWN YTD

Changed shorts at lala's house and 10+ head off to marina.

Fire works were very nice.

Didnt took any pictures becuz I was selfish and wanted to see it with my bare eyes instead of watching it in my hp screen xD

Wanted to play lan with yj+, it was 2 and i thought it was the last train,

ran all the way back to mrt station. LOL.

reached cp about 2+ ?

Adon took the last 3rd train,

I took the last 2nd train,

Ann took the last train.

LOL.

OKAY HAPPY NEW YEAR ALL !

Its a NEW year again ! :D

SISTER STELLA'S BIRTHDAY !

2009-12-29T00:39:00.005+08:00

Went to hougang mall first, Had mac as lunch and was SUPER DUPER FULLLLLLLLL.
Alright then met stella, for her sotong. God it was super duper rush while doing the last minute present for her. Hope she likes it okay ! :D

Then wheeeeeeee, to pasir ris !

Reached pasir ris after sleeping in the Mrt.

And my lala, force me and sin to wear fake eyelash ):

FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY,

I SACRIFICE MY EYE LEH T_T.

But I took it out after minutes of wearin it. HEHEHE.

See eyelash can liao, dont see face it sucks. HAHA.

And omg,

Joe joe is so super sweeeeeeeeeet, he prepared these balloons for Stella, bcuz in her blog wishlist she said she wants ????????? balloons for her bday. (Y) !

They are tryin to block the wind so that they can light up the candles if you can see.

Anyway saw one duck there, wah want slap her sia. LOL

PIAK PIAK. Throw shit on her face better. :@

Okay so now we shall wish Stella a,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ! :D Kay la dont make your unglam pic as last photo,

Here ! Angela/Angelia with Stella.

I like Angela/Angelia, she is nice and pretty and doesnt walk like a duck ! :D

STELLA CHEW CHEW CHEW ~!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ! :D

HAPPY 21 B'DAY AH BOY !

2009-12-27T22:15:00.009+08:00

Pool at 4+ !

Alright something funny while we were playin pool.

I was playing halfway and one cute guy came and correct my hand position of taking the cue.

wah really is lousy till ppl see liao also buay song lor T_T.

BUT SUPER CUTE LEH. LOL.

Alright and then aunt treat us for dinner, why ? BECAUSE ITS AH BOY'S BIRTHDAY TODAY ! HEHEHE.

He's finally 21 !

When i asked him how does he feel being 21 today,

he replied me : 成功了！(I succeed !) (imitatin one movie character) Omg super cute la hor.

好吃吗？！

当然好啦!!!!! <3

GAY REUNITE ! Don must be missing ahboy when he's in NS T_T

Avis is tryin to be retarded and she succeed ! Congrats !

In the lift !

X box time ! :D

Play ah play, and its the time for ah boy to cut his b'day cakeeeeeeee ~! :D

Yang ah ~!

Birthday cake !

全家人出马！！！

with GRANDMA ! :D

Even takin photos ah boy and adon must stand together !

CUT BA !

我21岁了！

After eatin cake, x box-ed and then went home. HOHO.

Cya ! :D

Not forgettin...

HAPPY 21 BIRTHDAY MY SHUAI GE COUSIN AHBOY !

Post !

2009-12-27T00:37:00.002+08:00

Even my notes knows that I'm stress and wants me to dota !

It says : 我是 windrunner pro !!! no la joking.

WOAH, I'm still using windrunner NOW ! LOL.

MERRY CHRISTMAS ! :D

2009-12-26T00:30:00.008+08:00

Taken while queuing for movie tickets.

The queue was long, very long. FINALLY its us, and we took the 2nd row, its the movie which SoonHuat has been looking forward to !

Everything was gone when Yuxiang said
: Wah Joey ah you can allow everything to go missing but not OUT MOVIE TICKETS !
Joey: Wont de la *check check*
Joey: *Panic*
Joey: OMG Dont play leh !
Soon huat: I never play !
Yu xiang: I swear never play leh ~!
Joey: OMG WHERE AH. *panic* *search*
Search ah search.
Walk ah walk.
Search ah search.

I lost the movie tickets.

Super sorry Yuxiang & SoonHuat man.
( Though can see you guys irritated by my sorry-s T_T )
SOMEMORE WE QUEUE FOR IT LEH.
SUPER SIAN JI PUA @^*&!^@!$&!!!

Alright orchard is not for us.
So we went AMK !

Where avis and ann came and meet us.

And SoonHuat's present ! :D

Guess what is it !

BISCUITS/COOKIES ! :D

Oh it was delicious ! We finished it in minutes !

alright !

MERRY CHRISTMAS !

CHRISTMAS EVE.

2009-12-25T01:56:00.010+08:00

Went to meet Kalipok,

And zombie today.
Hougang mall and then to Jojo's house.

Tada !

And jojo house got two dogs ! OMG SO CUTE ~~~!

Chiong ah finish my mac lunch liao then faster touch touch the dog liao YAY. LOL !

We then brought it out for a stroll after game.

Really very cute one okay.

TODAY MY FACE IS BUANG THAN NORMAL BUANG AH.
T_T.

After being there for hours,

Head off back home and prepare to go changi airport for supper swensen's !

My mouth suck. LOL

Happily five of us went to T2 and didnt expect that THERE WAS SUCH A LONG QUEUE FOR SWENSEN'S.

Sibei sian, so we went to T3 to see if there's any swensen's still available.

No.

NVM. We perservere and we went to T1 and search for Swensen's.

Dont have.

Its okay we will head back to T2 and see how long/short is the queue now.

NABEI STILL VERY LONG.

We really is bo bian and then we decided to eat some ice cream in,

MAC instead.

Sibei sian, go airport eat mac T_T.

Nvm la still nice la :D

And since ys sms-ed me about Changi ah gua,

and so they got the idea of driving us there to have a look at them !

Joey: OMFG ?!

Avis: Omg .

Ann: DONT WANT SEE LIAO VERY DISGUSTING.

WAH REALLY SIBEI ...

Okay then reached home and WOW !

Presents from mum's colleagues !
Time to unwrap !

Some airport pictures :D :

Cya !

MERRY CHRISTMAS !

Hougang Sengkang

2009-12-24T00:12:00.013+08:00

HELLO !

I really got sick of hougang sengkang hougang sengkang.

YTD .

And so my sister brought me to explore the west side !

But ...

Its only 11+ am , and I got to get out of my bed T_T

Alright just listen to zeh zeh and get ready to go out okay.

And I wore my lovely jacket ! <3 ! :D

Still we start off from Hougang mall.

KFC-ed !

Then ys+ came and join us. They suggested to lan and so

So,

They went lan,

We played pool. LOL

I think i still suck in pool. T_T

alright then before me and ann went to Jurong East to collect her EDMW shirt, we went to feed

Black cat

Brown kitty

And black white kitty !

We had a hard time finding them man LOL

Then went there walk walk a bit, there ! We decided that the next day we shall explore the west side of Singapore !

Today !

PIZZA HUT FOR THE DAY !

Though I dont really like pizza ):

Ann's

And mine

Dont know why,

Everytime i kanna this kind of shots.

See.

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SEE !!

SEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Then they always got pretty shots.

SIBEI SIAN

Then we reached Lot one (Choa chu kang).

Shop ah shop ah.

EAT BA !

Ice ka chang for them and I'm enjoyin my green bean soup at the background of the picture !

BOUGHT MY BAG PACK WEEEEEEEEEE.

Sis paid for me HO SEH AH.

Kay la I got repay her kindness by allowing her to borrow $10 form me okay !

LOL !

And then to West mall , then Causeway point.

Got home and webcamed with Jonathan !

SHADES ?!

We decided to end with retarded smiles !

CYA PEOPLE !

Omg I'm hyper HAHA

Today.

2009-12-21T16:25:00.003+08:00

今天，很好。
但今年，不好。

一年前的今天，用笑容度过。
今天，怎么用泪水度过。

孤单真爱找我陪伴

Happy one year anniversary.

wah lao super emo leh Joey.
okay no more emo liao okay.

Korea day 5,6,7 :D

2009-12-20T00:21:00.007+08:00

I forgot all about Korea post until I saw poh mun's blog post that she's going Korea soooon ! :D

Alright so there ! Last 3 days ! :D

Buffet breakfast !

In the boat, we travelled for about an hour or more, and walked for several minutes,

Just for,

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The two rows of trees. O M G.

I ruin the picture xD

Squirrel ! SO CUTE.

Oh lunch lunch~ ! :D love it man.

And then we went to the lotte world,

Where it got games in both indoor and outdoor. :D

And this is the beautiful room for us for the 2 or 3 days ! :D

And lunch for the next day ! THIS IS SO SUPER DUPER LOVED MAN :D
NICEEEEEE

Somewhere around the president dont know what.

Forgot xD anyway its just, mountain ?

I dont get what avis and my mum is trying to do. LOL

AND THIS ! OMG JUN YU.

JUN YU !!! :D

Left -> right

Jing yi, JUN YU, Qing yang, Avis, Joey.

HEHE SO CUTE. <3

He is obedient and cute okay ! :D

Lunch , which made ann vomit. :x.

Then we went to shop ah shop ah shop. :D

And took a rest :D OMG THE DONUTS THERE IS SO NICE. :D

Alicia and Penny with us ! :D (aiya so small also difficult to see xD)

And this is,

Zha-Jiang-Mian. Okay okay la.

Alright last two days we went shopping and shiok-ing.

so not much pictures :D

In the airport ! :D

Last picture taken !

Penny and alicia :D

END:

Great trip to Korea ! :D :D :D

Flag day !

2009-12-20T00:01:00.003+08:00

Sibei sian, rushed and reached bishan Mrt station at 7.40am, at last still need wait till 8.45am. SIAN BUAY. T_T

Alright its okay LOL. SO! I HAD MY MAC BREAKFAST, AGAIN ! :D

And we gonna start work soon !

TA DA ! :D

Walked from Bishan Mrt Station to somewhere really deep in Bishan, ( erm wth? ), alright just walk and walk and walk for super duper looooooong.

Then finally, we decided to REST. YAY !

CAUGHT ! :D

And so, we walked to AngMoKio.

And waited for wei jing , she came down and support us wow (Y) .

Ginna : Why you taking pictures now !

Must wait till I act cute then take ma !<br>

I think dont act cute better xD. Just joking ! xD

Alright then meet Jia en after CIP.

And then meet Avis avis avis. To suntec, GREAT I BOUGHT EAR PIECE from the IT fair ! :D But the sole of my foot hurts ): . Its okay ! My lovely bed is just beside me (L) !

I did a good deed today ! GOOD !

Far east. Bugis. SHOPPING !!!

2009-12-18T22:55:00.006+08:00

Went out with La Dine En Sin. LOL.

Went to far east first. KFC for the day :D.

And then sin told me one sentence which was super true : 我觉得hor，每次我们出去，如果有吃的话，一定不会少了你的份。( I feel that hor,you are always not excluded whenever we are having meals on any outing we organised. ) LOL. (Y)

GOLDEN HAIRSSSSSSSSSS.

Sorry la ):

LOL. Weird picture.

Wth ? LOL

CAUGHT. ):

Omg my fringe WHY GOT HOLES AGAIN. :@

OH YES.

I FINALLY got my lovely jacket (Stella too ! ),

And it cost me $26 dollors,

But they sponsored me $20, as a gift. :D

THANK YOU ALL LA.

So touched la, Dine left $2 still borrow money from sin . :D :D

Xie le ! :D

SHOP AH SHOP AH FOOT SIBEI TIRED AH. LOL.

Cya people !

Oh I see.

2009-12-18T01:00:00.001+08:00

Well,
I don't care :)

JIAO AH.

2009-12-17T23:09:00.005+08:00

Super funny,
Went to hougang mall ytd.

The two siao-ehs dragged me out of my bed in the MORNING. wah sian.

And then headed to hougang mall, LONG JOHN for the day.

She's not that hardworking,

She was writing...

The schedule for the day, and act like the Korea tour guide.

She even included "escalator" WTF.

Escalator > ??? > Laptop > ah ma jia >dota > Qing wa (Frog).

?!!???!!??!?!??!!?!?

Then went to search for tuition centers,

When we got back to ljs, ann prepared mathematics problems for us,

and one theory . I think I excel on the theory part SHIOK BO,

where it goes : Mary had a little lamb, why is the lamb always little ?

There, we continue our Jiao questions.

Tom has 5 lollipops. Jerry has no lollipop. Jerry asked Tom to give him some lollipops. Tom says he will give him 2 lollipops if only Jerry give Tom Jane's handphone number plus "the first digit of her handphone number minus the last digit of her handphone number" number of lollipop(s).

Explain in details what should Jerry do and what is the possiblity of Jane's first and last digit of handphone number so that Jerry could obtain 4 lollipops in total, assuming that Jerry got her handphone number.

Ans:

(a) Question is wrong - Mary had a little lamb

(bi) Jerry should just go and buy 4 lollipops.

(bii) __

At that moment I was really,

!@(*&@&!@&*!!! Sian ji pua ah . LOL !!!

Alright then went to have my hair cut cut cut cut cut ah ! woo.

NOT BANGS .

SLANT. Though consider before - but its the best not to have the same hairstyle with one clique in school. :D

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If to you I'm acting mature,

Then maybe you may consider saying yourself childish ?

I think its better that way (:

Oh at least I dont insult others as dogs (:

Mind your words kid. :D

Cya ! :D

Cycle - Pasir ris ! :D

2009-12-16T00:48:00.008+08:00

AND SO I HAD MY MAC LUNCH THAT DAY ! :D :D :D
While while while while while waiting for the bus ~

En wore a pair of nice shoe for cycling. (thank god her shoe wasnt spoilt, like dine's did) HEHEH :D

Well, in the bus. 3 of them were having secret dicussions over our b'days, abandon dine and I :@

And while in the bus journey, the sky was already quite dark ):
We were hoping not to rain that day.

But it rained. %@#^!&@#!!!!!

So we alight and waited untill the rain stop.
While waiting, this worm caught my attention, and I was looking at it until the rain finally stopped.
Say hello worm.

Heh.
Picture too blur liao so I think posting the portrait of it will do.
:D

So, CYCLE !

UNGLAM. (Y) SO NICE ! :D :D :D

Climb ah climb ah climb ah.

I AM TOP OF THE WORLD. Not need say one la, you all also know one right ? LOL joking la xD

3 black ants :D

One more coming. xD

Play ah play ah song ah song ah shiok ah shiok ah.
who knows that weather did not allow us to have more fun. ):

It rained,
again.

And we cycled in the rain LOL.
All of us were drenched man ! Not bad the pattern still quite sexy.

Finally reached toilet after several minutes of cycling in the rain.

CHIONG AH WASH AH .

Then returned the bikes and headed to mall, dinner, and went home ! :D

Nb ownself got umbrella then dont care us liao la T_T.
Nvm doesnt matter,
Since all of us were already, drenched. LOL
Fun day! :D

Good thing the pictures were quite blur. HAHA.

Cya people ! :D

BBQ ~!

2009-12-15T23:00:00.005+08:00

Oh yes their clique bbq.
Was quite.. ehh..~ at first, but its still quite fun la :D

Especially xiao pang ! LOL. He reminds me of "daddy at home" LOL.

Organiser SPADE.

I wonder what makes Dehan so happy. LOL

YANG YANG.

You know when it comes to bbq,
We need,

POKER CARDS.

No you're still caught, Edward.

we chat and eat and drink.
And suddenly,

: ARGGG~
YJ: AR ~!~!~!~!

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Nice butt you got Yj.

His buttocks must be freeeeeeeeeeeeezing ~~~

Wondering what's jw doing?
Stuffing ice cubes into ed's shirt. LOL.

Untill he buay ta han then become gu niang.
LOL. joking la :D

(Y)

Act one cool (N) xD

Then went to playground while waiting for daddy :D

And,
Home Sweet Home :D :D :D :D :D

MAC BREAKFAST TODAY !!!

2009-12-13T11:14:00.004+08:00

FINALLY ~~~

I woke up at 9am, a.m, A.M OKAY ~!!!
And.. I went to cp with avis and I had my,

LOVELY,

MAC

BREAKFASTTTTT !!! :D

Super duper love ~~~!

Breakfast.

2009-12-12T00:19:00.000+08:00

I WANT MAC BREAKFAST.

原来不是说忘，就能忘。

2009-12-09T23:10:00.002+08:00

废话。

虽然只是短短的10个月。
但也会想念。

原来不是说想不依赖，就不依赖。
原来不是说不会想念，就不想念。
但当你说再见时，就真的，无法挽回。

朋友告诉我“可能他自己代替，他也不知道。”
也不知道，也不敢问，问了，答案也不是一样，得到答案，也不是不信。
问来干嘛.
说来说去，也不是“信任”两个字。

都不相信人家，人家在怎样解释也不是浪费口水。
也难怪会吵架，也难怪会这样。
好不容易鼓起勇气打电话，邀请人家一起吃早餐。
人家也不管你了啦，随便找一个借口拒绝。
想念的人是你，享受的人是他。
人家讲几句甜言蜜语就有几个小妹妹让他打发时间。

晚上人家轻易的就能入眠。
他还会思念？才怪。
对啦，现在才发现原来是做代替品，也太迟了吧。
都说了
“泪，毫无一滴
话，也不再多
字，和她相同”
你要我怎么相信你所说的。

随便啦。
人家也不管了。
不管了
不管了不管了
不管了
不管了
不管了
不管了
不管了
不管了
不管了
不管了。

但！我会好好过！HMPH !
:D
Bo ko leng everytime liddat one.
I'll try harder day by day to live without you xD

Just read Jesslin's blog, hope she will too man. :D

Cya people ! :D

Huat huat huat.

2009-12-09T17:20:00.002+08:00

Short post :D

ytd went to amk with Xiang and ah huat hoho.
and we spent most the time chattin LOL.

PICTURES.

I wonder why my HAIR look so sucky. :@.

思念

2009-12-08T00:42:00.002+08:00

我不曾后悔我做的决定，
但我也无法控制我对你的，思念。

SCROLL DOWN FOR KOREA DAY 3 AND 4 :D

2009-12-06T14:51:00.001+08:00

SCROLL DOWN FOR KOREA DAY 3 & 4 :D

I post so many pictures liao,
At least scroll down go see see la :D

Friends _|_

2009-12-04T23:35:00.003+08:00

You people are just using "friends"
Say friend, Ya friend.

Bored find me talk.
Got own entertainment don't even give a damn.

You call that a friend ?

Saw other friends, leave me alone.
Go with them.

You call that a friend ?

Talk to you people nicely,
Treat me like invisible.

You call that a friend ?

Need me, reply,
Dont need me, ignore.

You call that a friend ?

Want people accompany, call,
Got others, dont care.

You call that a friend ?

Fuck you people _|_.
Go on,
I'll play with you fakers. _|_